I've got a job that I applied for as a joke

i thought it may give somebody some hope/motivation that sometimes it can work out eventually

i was crying for weeks scared that I won't be able to find anything office-like and I will work in really bad conditions in local stores (I'm also autistic and would be really scared with all the drunk people around)

I only had some short term jobs from my university and no experience in long term serious stuff - I was scared the long I can't find anything, the harder it will get

I've found a job offer from a local company I've never heard of, technical/construction field - im 21 with baby face, shy, no tech education, it was somewhat a customer service job and I'm scared of people - I really thought they were looking for men with tech knowledge and I don't stand I chance but I hit the fast apply button as an ironic joke, after massive crying session bc I wanted to feel productive and go out to forget about the unemployment

but it turned into 9-5 ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯