Getting through my first full shift without any

I've been weaning for the past five days or so, and other than one slip up over the weekend, it's gone okay. I am about one hour from getting through my first work shift in months without any. It's been tough. My anxiety got really bad at one point as the reality of my financial situation started to sink in (spoiler, it's not great) and I realized just how much of a mess I've gotten myself into with this shit. But I also felt good about that anxiety, because it's all a reality that I've been ignoring for months, and I need that anxiety to motivate me.