The nhs has failed me every part of my life minus birth

I'm so tired I can't keep doing this

I will never likely regain full function of my hand because they took too long

I will never walk without pain,I begged them for help and fell damaging my knee (requiring surgery)

My right side will always have a deficit because they took too long with my stroke like symptoms

I will develop contractures because nobody will listen and by the time they do it's too late

Why am I being harmed by a system designed to protect me

I'm screaming into the void but nobody can hear me