Well guess that's it...

Met girl on reddit Girl love bombed First three months were amazing then she started drifting away... Finally got in touch after about 9 months because I spam commented her reddit account...

I am not doing well I been wanting to kill myself for a bit now... I dunno I have nothing. I live in this flesh prison of a body, every day is just pain man. She saved my life only to hurt me more than I thought possible and I have been hurt by a lot of people. I just don't get it, I honestly don't think I've been a bad person but man I can't catch a break. I thought closure would feel better. It really doesn't. I already feel like a waste of life. I should get it over with