Please help I don’t know what to do

So I was outside getting some sun, connecting with nature bc I’m really sad I just came back from dr of a week vacation to see my mom

I haven’t seen in two years anywho a little background story that led to this day so I like to have my absolute privacy in my room I don’t like nobody going in at all I’m not hiding anything but that’s just my safe space since I feel lonely, missundertood, etc. I bought a digital door non from amazing that used my fingerprint to unlock the door. And I been using it for this whole month of February and my parents (father/stepmom) did not said a single thing up until today. ( I believe and am bet on that my sister or brother or sister husband or kids or her bff Reina had some say in this now my stepmom says I should not have my door Like that bc her other kids won’t like that or think it’s right and also yesterday I was super sad when I just came from DR. I showered and I was crying my bf was here bc he picked me up

From the airport and he was in my room

With me bc I was crying and he was there he left in an Uber I did not come out of my room

Bc I was extremely sad and yea o and also when

I was in my trio my mom spoke to the snakes over here and told them that I was gonna help support the house with 350 monthly and my mom also purchased me a mini fridge so it can be more easy for me to have all My snacks and easy access for Lunch for work and not have the house and main fridge filled with my things and so the fridge got here today and I believe bc of all this it landed to this moment) so like I hopefully said before I’m

Outside bc it helps my mental health when im surrounded by plants and fresh air and she came outside and sat in front of me and stared telling me that’s she was giving me an advace that I shouldn’t have my door Like that cuz she never allowed that to her other kids and that if they come and see that they won’t approve of that and also I shouldn’t allowed my bf in the room and that if I want to get intimate with him I would have to move out and also that the fridge takes a lot of electricity so yea meaning I can’t really feel or make myself at home in my own house so I don’t know what to do pleaseeee help!!