AITA for being a unicorn.

I F32 and my husband M32 have been swingers for years. Recently he has decided he wants to separate. I went through the five stages of grief and am now just okay. I’m going to do what I can for the kids and better myself. However. I have fr iends (sexual and non sexual) I have made in the lifestyle, I have a groups that host monthly parties we have attended, and generally enjoy the socialization of it all. Obv being separated, I am not longer a swinger but would be a unicorn since single woman. AITA is I still hang out and go to the parties as a unicorn? He’s shy so he wouldn’t even want to attend them single. I had to force him to go and socialize in the first place. I just the next one is mid March and I really want to go but we still live together atm. And he is in swinger group on Reddit so I can’t really post there. I just like wanted to vent that he wanted a separation, told me to do whatever, but now is acting some type of way about me thinking to go to party. I try to explain it’s not even about potentional sexual stuff. I am a very social person and currently due to us moving away from hometown two hours for his job, I have become stay at home mom to two littles so I rarely get any adult interaction at all. Sorry I needed to just vent a little.