I don’t understand what she wants from me. I don’t want to hurt her, but I also want her to be honest.

I’m really struggling to understand this. She said she still wanted to talk, but her actions don’t match her words. We don’t actually talk she sends one video a day, and that’s it.

Now I’m left questioning everything, and I don’t know what to do. Why is this happening? Is she staying because she feels sorry for me? Because it costs her nothing to keep me around? Because I have more followers and my likes or reposts help her grow? Or am I completely wrong about all of that?

Maybe she does care in her own way. Maybe she’s just busy, overwhelmed, or emotionally distant because of my internship. I don’t know. I hate that my mind keeps going here. I hate that I feel this needy and unsure of myself.

I just want clarity. I want to know what’s appropriate, what’s real, and where I actually stand.