My Dad Hurts Me, and I Don’t Know How to Handle It 😢!

I just need to let this out. My dad hurts me in ways I can’t even describe. He has hit me so badly that I ended up in the hospital. He refuses to take me to university sometimes, drives recklessly, and constantly says cruel things to me. I feel like he truly hates me and even speaks badly about me to my siblings. I feel trapped, scared, and so alone… I just wish someone could understand what it’s like to live like this