explaining myself

not that it’s anyone’s business, but i am quitting OF because my BF isn’t ok with it and i love him. yes i lied about it, but i felt like i had no choice. i applied for over 100 jobs in one day, and didn’t get any interviews. i have had tow jobs in the past, so that’s not the problem. i was dead broke. i lived on GA. i have my rent 100% paid for because i was homeless for over a year. so yeha i did do OF. i made $8k dollars in one month. i told my bf because i felt terrible for keeping this from him and knew that he would be even more upset if he found out himself.

no i dont like doing it. but i felt like i had no choice. i didnt eat because i couldn’t afford to eat. so yeah maybe i am a terrible person for lying to my bf. but i was stuck. you don’t know my situation. now you do. so please stop attacking me for lying to my bf. i knew he wouldn’t understand it. and for everyone telling me that there are other ways to get money, please enlighten me because i would love to know.