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I left a toxic relationship around 10 days ago, even though it was somewhat toxic, i feel a great relief yet alongside void left by the absence of thee particular person, even THO she was toxic she was my toxic, and i did feel joy after the break up yet somehow i regret it?, im not here to get 2nd opinions about what to do, im mainly here to let it out.

The reason it ended was due a grave mistake she did, yet i refuse to believe it was a mistake, for someone who doesnt shake hands even with me, i was fine with it as long as it was for her i would do ANYTHING, i wont go into details, just wanted to say that i stopped doing alot of things for her, yet she let me down in the worse possible way, even tho she was toxic yet idk man, guess i need more time to adjust with this extra time i have or get used to being with myself.

Thanks for reading,