I’m a fucking coward

First off, I’m not looking for pity. I feel like a fucking coward, and I know I am. Why do I want to kill myself? What’s the point of me living, I’m never gonna have a wife, or kids, I’m a low testosterone, little dick, man. I have no fucking friends, and I have nothing to do in my life. Im a pussy. The only reason I haven’t done this shit already is because my family would be sad if I died. But what’s the point, we fucking live seventy years, have kids, make money, and do what, rot in the ground? Peace out.