Caught a new high

I hate being alone I hate having no gf and I hate being a virgin, but tonight I was driving and this car pulled up to me… he was matching my speed an rev’d his car

I knew he wanted to race, long story short we did and that hate I had that eternal doom that was brewing in my heart was gone just for a second and I felt alive. That was nice. Now I don’t have a nice car it’s just a charger gt.

This made me wonder, I never understood people being happy and single and I realized that they have the things that make them happy and it overcomes all that sadness. Today I got a glimpse of that happiness.

I made sure to call it short because tomorrow I’ll probably wake up hating every bone in my body like usual again but it was nice to feel happy even if it was for a few seconds.