Would anyone be able to help me?

Hey guys!! I've recently discovered I might be a sexuality that doesn't really have a label or flag. Would anyone be interested in making one? I see lots of unique designs and I'm in love with this subs creativity!

Okay here's what I've realized. I'm a gay man, in the way most people think when they think of a gay man. However, I found that I have a more complex attraction to women or enbies. It's like I'm bisexual but when I try to follow those feelings for them, or try to date them, it's like a wall comes up. Those feelings just... Die. How I'd describe lithromantic but only for women/enbies. I still feel attraction to men, like dating them, want a husband, etc.

Can any of you help me out? I'd love to even just talk about it! Thank you!