Does anyone know what i can realsitically do

Im in the uk (restricts trans hormones for under 18s, fully banned under der führer starmer) whay can i honestly do, i live in the care system but i knownmost the people in the job are very transphobic, it bothers me every day and every night, thinking about it alone makes me struggle, i normally actually am on the verge of tears everynigjt, dobyall know anything ibcan do or is my onlynoption to rot, would do diy hrt but i think peoplebwould 100% notice that