my current status

right now my life is a mess. my dream is to get into med school and have a wife but it feel impossible due to this condition. i take lithium, vraylar, and depakote. so yeah im very medicated but it still isnt enough. im a mess ive dropped out 3 times from college due to mental health issues and i keep failing and failing. i dont wanna end up being a loser. has someone been through the same here and succeed with their dreams or goals?