Aaaaaaaaargh FUCK THE WORLD!!!!

It wasn’t built for us! People will take advantage of you if they can benefit or gain from it. Most people are innately equipped with defense mechanisms against bad actors. Not me. What is it about this time? Does it even fucking matter? I got taken advantage of - AGAIN- because of my naivety and trusting nature and beliefs that people are honest and do the right thing. HOW NIAVE OF ME!!! Every. Fucking. Time. And I’ll never learn. Fuck it, just suck it up and move on. Someday I’ll just be gone and that will be just fine. It actually makes me feel better to think about that. Make it stop. I hate this world.