45 [M4F] Columbus. Handsome train wreck seeks similar woman.

I don't have a problem attracting women. Hell, women hit on me. However, I do have trouble finding compatability. I never married and started a family. Arts and sciences are my truths. Sex, drugs and rock-n-roll is me except no more drugs. I don't have any facial hair, tattoos or piercings and look clean cut with lighter features and blue eyes that get complimented. The people I know like me a lot and tell me I'm hilarious and one of the coolest people they know. I'm respectful, congenial but very certain and strong minded.

Here's the awful part. I've been in therapy since 2020 for enduring an extremely adverse childhood(I won't detail that here). About a year ago I had to tell my parents to never contact me again. Yes, it was that bad.

My point of all of this is people really like me but I never met anyone I can relate with for a personal intimate connection. Do I except to find that on reddit, nah. It's painful and lonely but maybe someone out there is similar to chat with. Maybe.