So tired of this bs

Hi all! this is just a rant post bc i'm just so sick of being in pain. (also, sorry for any typos, i just put fake nails on to try and feel like a human)

So, currently, i'm having a really bad flair up and it's pissing me off so bad. Today i have rehearsal for my school's musical and i could barely stand my sciatica pain and knee pain (of unspecified origin) was so bad!! And while my friend (who was my ride home) was talking to our director, i had to sit down because my legs were gonna give out on me. I had to sit out with my legs extended with is a fucking pain just because of how my school's auditorium js set up. Now, i'm laying in bed, unable to relax, because my knees hurt so bad.

Like, i just had a full fucking day of school, had to deal with my friend's stupid. homophobic, transphobic, misogynistic bf, and then i had to sit through a 3 hour rehearsal were i was used for maybe 20 minutes. And now i can't even lay in bed w/out pain? And i have no advil in my room so the best i have in biofreeze which isnt hitting the pain enough (my room is in my basement so i can't get up my stairs). But yeah... that's my bullshir rant.

Also, i can't even keep my nails on bc i have fucking band class tmw🥀🥀

Qhatever... just fuck my fucking chungus life ig.