Im spiraling so badly..

im sobbing because I've found myself homeless because the person I thought was saving me became transphobic and I thought I could just wait out till I got my taxes and credit karma decided their gonna lock my account randomly Sunday, nothing happened they just decided to: and then oh guess what my taxes hit, so im homeless with no food with over 6 grand sitting in my credit karma account... idk how much longer I can hold out for ngl...