Ive developed some extreme kinks and I want them to go away.

so I have developed some VERY extreme kinks and fantasies that I want to just stop, I want to only be into vanilla stuff but my brain can't stop think about these things when I get in the mood. Im going to be blunt because I'm on an alt but I'm into cannibalism (as in being eaten) and being injured and disfigured permanently in general. I like being in pain but I've never gone to an extreme. I'm also a virgin which I find very lucky because I don't think I could genuinely get off on normal sex at this point. I feel like Im to far gone, I can't tell anyone about this for obvious reasons, and I feel like if I ever shared this information people would look down on me and call me a creep or pervert. I just want to stop liking these things. (Also just to add no I don't sh and no I have no suicidal ideation, this is is just a sexual issue.)