Can’t do the fake ish.

It’s weird when u can see someone is being fake.. what feels good is i don’t care. I don’t and could never be so fake. Honestly, that’s not my business. I wish I could just be mean.. it’s weird when no matter how much you are real all that’s given back is not sincere. Seems like such a waste of time. Oh well. I so need to get in better company. I’m not fake so I need to hang with likeminded people. I can’t take being held back ..who does that . ??? I really don’t care to know.