18m never thought I would enjoy being a bull but I love it

A couple of days ago I meet a guy who was looking for a bull so I thought I’d try it out and omg I fucken loved it degrading this guy and talking about how I was gonna ruin his wife and that she’ll never feel his tiny cock again and ever since then I’m literally craving for more I need it and I can’t find anymore people that wanna do it which has ruined everything bc I don’t know what to do