i’m having major anxiety about the surgery. I’m having next week.

so I’m 20F and I’m having surgery on Monday due to pain in my pelvic area and possible endo… anyways I’m really nervous just due to like anesthesia and stuff and also the fact that I’m kind of just going into this alone. It’s a big thing and I’m scared and I wish that I had a friend that could come with me instead of my family cuz they always argue with me.. I feel like during my recovery and after surgery, I should feel supported and uplifted not torn down and I know that’s exactly what will be happening