Getting pestered about having kids by my grandma

16f, I never want to have kids. I have fibromyalgia and pots, as well as autism so I hate loud noises. plus I’m gonna have to pay for docter things, pills, etc.

since I’m almost an adult I guess, my grandma is asking me if I want kids. me and my boyfriend both dont want them. kids, especially babies, are so annoying. idk how people think they’re cute. they’re little screaming monsters. and I know if I had one, or god forbid more than one, I would either be a horrible parent who screamed at them daily, or a good parent who hated their life and was constantly depressed.

most of the time I just go “oh, I don’t want them.” and give my boyfriend my signal to help me wheel away. (I use a wheelchair.) but she’s gotten more persistent about it, all “you have a womb and you should use it to bring life into this world” and like “what is your purpose if you don’t have children“ and all that utter bullshit.

so I snapped. yelled “BECAUSE KIDS ARE LITTLE SHITS, OKAY?! AND MY LIFE IS WAY TOO COMPLICATED ALREADY TO ADD A FUCKASS CHILD!!!” and stormed out. havent talked to her since.