Never again

Our beginning was sweet. You were my childhood crush and then you turned into my high school sweetheart. It wasn’t perfect. I wasn’t perfect. You knew what you wanted but I had dreams of spreading my wings. You gave me space to do that. You came to rescue me time and time again. You showed me true love and compassion even when I didn’t deserve it. Once again we went our separate ways. Then came the day that you moved on. I knew then I could never again check up on you. I wish I could tell you how much you helped me. Maybe you already know. I just wish I had the chance to thank you for all the memories . All the advice. I still dream about you. But even in my dreams you are out of my reach. I wake up with an ache in my heart. At least I get to see you in another realm. I hope I never stop dreaming about you.I wonder if you ever dream of me too. Wishing you all the best🩷