Do you believe in astrology or intuition more?

My astrology chart says i will only get married through arrange marriage arranged by parents and kundli match but honestly my intuition is so crazy for me that says i willl have a love marriage of my chooce and the marriage will be beautiful and i am not letting anyone see a groom for me cause i havent had a very emotional connection with these people who call themselves relatives or even my mom who has always been conditional when it comes to loving ne!! Now tell me how can i give them access to search a guy for me who i am spending whole life with!!?? I come from a very reserved background that judges girls based on even wearing sleeveless and m a completely practical girl with lots of enoironal intelligence and depth! And these people also have bullied me crazily for my looks and compared me with my own sister and mom for being”igly” or not even half beautiful compared to them!! Now tell me is it bad to expect a person in life who loves me beyond all these kundli, community setup or parents looking for me and just expecting god to find me and just between my mam and me!? My intuition strongly tell me i will endup in a beautiful love marriage but my parents say your kundli has it that i will have heartbreaks and then evntually fall into arrange marriage only!! This feeling itself sucks man! I hae never dated in my entire life and now marrying based on kundli and all and not for the person I am bro this suckkkssss!!!😭