dont know what to do

hi so basically i applied for pcm stream with either ai or eco but i hate maths cuz im bad at it maybe if i put more efforts i could but i dont enjoy it same for phy im in guld so pre baords decide our stream might get pcb but i dont want it i wanna be a pilot thts why i took this stream nobody forced me cuz its my childhood dream but also ik im more capable in humanities or yk like those stream idk wat to do cuz i want to do rlly well in 12th but cuz its not my fav subs idk if ill study properly but at the same time if i take humanities thrs no career i want to pursue thr i js like those subs ahh