Day 44 of Sobriety

It’s been over a month and the other side is…well interesting.

Quitting nicotine, I could tell when my lungs started feeling better. My energy dipped back up.

Quitting alcohol, I could see my body healing. Quicker on the recovery.

With weed, it’s been molasses. Some days I feel great, others I’m just dragging by a thread. Then at times I feel nothing. Like my head can’t or won’t acknowledge what it’s feeling.

I sit for what feels like forever trying to draw my creativity back out. It’s just dull.

I know it won’t feel like this forever and I know that the real me pokes through here and there but damn, I can’t wait for the rediscovery.

Here’s to staying true to my journey and going through it even if it’s hard.