I'm (24M) gonna meet her (23F) after 1 month

So, We broke up on on feb 1st. She broke up with me cos got angry at her for once. She broke up with me cos the thought that I hooked up with a girl when I was sending her reels and stuff even when we weren't a thing troubles her. She broke up with me cos she said I wasn't vulnerable with her, for a guy who got brought up in a household with no expressions of love around him, yet I was only vulnerable in the whole world with her. She said I was filtering everything that I said not to trigger her, for a girl with a lot of issues I did that, but not regarding my emotions.

Well, I went through the whole stages of grief kinda thing and it isn't working out for me. I even blamed her in my mind for a while, but didn't help me. Realised I love this girl more than anything in the world.

Anyway I'm flying out to her city and calling her to come and talk to me, to patch it up. God knows what's gonna happen. I'm getting anxiety over it now. She doesn't know about the fact that im coming. She might feel ambushed or something. But I dont think anything else is gonna happen, anyway she brokeup with me. This should be a rant, but I just wanted to express about this.