i'm gonna take a break on this game.

game's over for me.

i dont know what flair to use and i apologize for that but i just wanna vent out my frustration.

i've been playing tekken since i was 10 year old, my first game was tekken 6, then switched to ttt2 on arcade rent thingy in here, and i've won local tournaments before and the prize money is my allowance and supports myself on school and my cat, luckily i managed to save extra money for tekken 8, alld i NEED to do is wait for the steam sale and get my own tekken 8, i wanna have my own tekken 8 copy because everytime i want to play, its on my friend's library and its hassle cuz i need to ask permission everytime. so that yesterday i saw tekken 8's on sale and i was like "this is my chance" and hurriedly check my savings in piggy bank on my wardrobe and...

it disappeared. My dad took all of it and this is the 2nd time it happened i knew he's the one who took it but i don't have courage to speak up for myself because i got beaten up before THE money I carefully saved for three months. Not for something necessary. Not because we were in a serious situation. He used it to gamble away, He didn’t ask nor he didn't warned me about this. He didn’t think about how long it took me to save that. It was just gone, i hate how my country people are heavily gambling addicts, including my dad.

I wanted it so badly, i wanted to keep striving to better my yoshimitsu, i love the techs he, he's my main since 6 and only one, maybe with kuma...

Now I just feel incredibly mad, drained, and empty like a hollow. Like all that patience and self-control didn’t mean anything in the end. I’m not really looking for sympathy or advice. I just needed to let it out and feel like someone actually heard me.

(not a shitpost, i don't have any friends that im comfortable enough to share what im feeling.)