[M4F] Walk this Fat Ugly Bastard through his own fantasy

i’m disgusting, i know. but i want to embrace this era of my life. self improving but want to leave behind a mark.

inside.

im getting into the idea of ugly bastard. a little about me, im 28, 140kgs or about 303lbs and dropping weight fast from a little over 430lbs since August last year.

im heavy set obviously but also muscular and with the muscle and confidence im building it comes with absolutely relentless libido.

and i want to test it out on a pretty and smaller lover that either hates the world or hates herself or both. enough to lay down in front of me facing either way and let me finish inside her.

you can be that person. that noble sacrifice to one of the hoard. at least while he looks like this, be his outlet for him while he trains and becomes healthier, let him spread his potent and dormant seed throughout your body while he becomes a better man.

capitalise on my ugly state and take my sperm.

or maybe its out of pity. letting me be inside you to learn and teach me how to take my pleasures guilt free.

either way, you better be on some strong birth control, or an open minded family/boyfriend because I’m not going to stick around.

i got my own life to live. you’re just a situation I have to fuck… up.

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while the above is absolutely real - im still very new to the concept of FUB..

i would like to hear from someone who can walk me through this kink and keep me occupied until/while i make my health journey to be better.