[Real] (02/25/2026) I escaped

Well I'm happy to report I was able to leave my street, and got to work(yippee lol). I listened to UU hymns on the way to work it definitely calmed me, and I felt a lot less frustrated with bad drivers. Someone almost merged into me, but I was so chill about it I did give them an "watch out you're about to hit me" beep.

Everyone at work was giving me shit about not coming in yesterday. I don't feel bad about it there wasn't much I could've done without killing myself shoveling the whole way to the main road. It is a little rich coming from G he went mia a whole week lol.

I had deep sadness come over me when I was walking to get my first assignment. I'm not sure why, but I guess it's better than the anger I felt. I want things to go back to normal really soon I don't think I can handle this too much longer.

Work itself wasn't bad I had some hydraulic problems to diagnose(one of the trucks need a hydraulic pump, which we didn't have). And a broken cable that needed to be routed the whole length of the truck, also some brake work.