Beginning my journey on quitting cathinones

As some of you already know, I've been doing 3-cmc and 4-mmc for the past 3 months daily

As of late I've been lowering doses by a lot. I would go on binges, big lines. For the past week I settle with a small booster if I feel like I can't go without it. I work intense 12h nightshifts alone, my only excuse right now is to stay alert and finish all my tasks.

Tonight was different, however. Haven't done it for 27 hours by now. I did drink 4 redbulls though

Mentally I was really fucked up today. Cried twice, both times were around the same time I would do my routine. It didn't really hit me up until now. At the moment I feel fine, better than usual I should say. Ate properly, took non-diarrhea shit and despite the fact that I'm completely physically exhausted from what turned out to be a 13hr shift, I'm feeling pretty good about myself.

Current verdict: yes, I can confirm that this shit really REALLY fucks up mental well-being. I'll update you guys in the upcoming days but right now I can say for sure that I don't feel the urge to redose. It might come back after I sleep but I prepared for that - I placed "the stash" in a really inconvenient place, maybe my laziness will come in handy :Dd