sitting in metro and today I am feeling so fucking lonely

it has become so lonely i don't really have friends i am studying in sol so no college life I am learning 3d so most of my time goes there but on days like today i want to have company to go somewhere have fun to have a friend i have isolated so much it feels shit I do things solo I have done it all I wish I could experience my teenage but here i am i feel so stuck I am tired.