What it means?

Lately, while meditating, there’s a moment when, as I close my eyes and see those purple spots, something happens that I don’t really know how to explain:

1. Sometimes a completely geometric space appears, and I move through it at high speed. The edges are white, hollow on the inside, and sometimes they have dots on the vertices. The shapes are triangles or irregular triangular forms.

2. Only once did I see the same thing, but in that case the edges were red and yellow, also hollow inside. This time the shapes surrounded me in perspective at high speed, like square blocks.

3. On another occasion, a geometric tunnel appeared that I moved through, but without perspective. They were flat shapes forming a tunnel, with white edges—mostly triangles.

4. There was a moment when I felt as if my mind turned completely white, as if all color disappeared. It was similar to when a TV screen starts turning white with little dots, like pixelation, accompanied by an electrifying sound. My eyes opened automatically, and I had the sensation that my mind was a video game.

5. One night, while meditating with my eyes closed, I saw two extremely bright lights. They weren’t spots or anything like that; they were something different. They looked like tiny suns, or like car lights when they appear diffused at night. The strange thing is that my room was completely dark. It only happened once.

6. It also happens that, when I close my eyes and see complete darkness, I sometimes see a forest from above, as if I were looking through a drone camera. This already happened before I started meditating, but I find it curious and wonder if others have experienced it too.

7. And I don’t know if I’m a bit visually sensitive or something, but I used to see dots—mostly red and green—with a black point in the center, very well defined, almost as if they were drawn in Illustrator, perfectly symmetrical. I would see them when closing and opening my eyes. They don’t appear as often now, unless I force my mind or my gaze, but before they would show up without much effort.

Everything I describe above is always seen in first person, not as if I were watching myself from the outside. I simply close my eyes normally and the images appear very clearly, against a black background that sometimes turns slightly bluish because the shapes seem to emit a faint glow.

8. Lastly, I don’t know much about moles or anything like that, but when I was in high school and started getting deeper into these topics—when I began expressing myself and exploring more—I noticed that a mole had appeared that I didn’t have before. It’s quite visible between my eyebrows and my eyes, at the height between them, in the middle. It’s a bit lower than what would be considered the “third eye” and slightly to the right. It’s funny because, in a way, I come from Nepal, which is a mix of Chinese and Indian heritage.