I have never made a left turn on a busy street without a light. Anyone else?

I am terrified of making unprotected left turns on busy streets. I’m well into my 30s and I still just make a right and go around if my route takes me to a left turn without a light. Anyone else? I don’t have any other driving phobias except for that. It terrifies me for some reason. 🤦🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️ (reporting from the USA in case you’re curious which side of the street I’m driving on)