Has anyone had a similar experience?

I’m not claiming to be a psychopath, but I use this community thinking there might be people similar to me here. I’m not some teenager trying to look cool — I’m an adult and a university student.

I got into a fight and cursed at two people at my university’s admin office. They were talking to me in a way that felt like they were picking a fight. It got bad enough that people from all around university gathered, and it seems like someone filmed or took photos of me fighting with them — because it spread around the uni’s online community.

I’m a woman, and of all days, that happened to be a day I only stopped by campus briefly, so I was dressed kind of sloppy and only had on light base makeup. It’s really bothering me. If I had known something like that was going to happen, I would’ve put more effort into how I looked…

Has a video of you fighting ever been posted to a community or group forum? How did it make you feel?​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​