4 years after losing our 6 week old

I'm stuck in the grief. I had to leave work today because the pregnant girl that sits beside me was remding me of the whole traumatic experience.

I had preeclampsia (later hellp) and our little angel came via c-section at 25 weeks. She thrived in NICU until her little body couldn't take anymore and she was taken off life support in my arms. I can still feel here there.

I feel ridiculous for still being so depressed and ea

sily triggered is anyone else out there still struggling?