My man of 6 years died of liver failure. Before he died he put me with my current bf to love and take care of me who I just had a stillborn son with this November. Now he left me and I am alone.

everyone I love is dead or gone. my parents left me as a child. I was homeless on my own as a teen until I met my late bf who is now, well, late. and when he was on his death bed he told my current bf to watch over me and it's been a wonderful few years with him but we just had a traumatic stillbirth at full term, dead on delivery, and relapsed into fentanyl badly. both of us. so now he took off trying to get himself sober cuz I'm a mess but it's making me even more of a mess being alone. I'm losing my sanity.