I want to fuck my stalker

There's this older guy who's stalking me, or maybe my brain is making stuff up, but he shows up everywhere I go and I notice him, because he used to be my neighbor and we used to live in one apartment complex.Basically I don't know if those are coincidences or not, but I want to fuck him. My knees get weak when he's around and I just can't help myself. He's occupying my dreams. I want to make a move on him. And even if he was for real stalking me and kidnapped me I would let him fuck the brains out of me. Maybe I'm sick, I don't know.