blocked her everywhere except Whatsapp

i dumped my ex situationship bcz she was toxic and the proper definition of a red flag, i miss her alot, she hasn’t even apologised for the hurt but does immature things so i think blocking was the best decision, but i dont wanna date anyone for now and idk how long will it take me, i might still have a chance for her but because i dumped her i dont wanna go back and disrespect her like that tho i’ve been disrespected a lot