Idk what I am doing wrong with my life

Hi I am 25M pushing 26 this year, working at Makati, Living sa Cavite, I graduated on an Engineering Program way back 2023 and it has been 3 years since graduation, and I feel empty and pabobo ng pabobo through the years, and I feel like I am wasting away.

I decided to work muna para makaipon for boards, Pero my first job cost me my long-term relationship(entirely different story), developed a toxic amount of unhealthy coping mechanism and syempre worst imposter syndrome. I work really hard(overtime and above and beyond) pero most of my expense is either is nabibigay sa family or just living by, not an amount saved actually this is additional strain din why (I lost my long-term relationship, I moved on tho), I am getting sloppy na sa work ko(I am 3 years na sa industry) and most of the days ayaw ko na bumangon, idk why, pero I feel empty. I tried to change my habits, the more I tried the more I struggle.

Socially naman I feel like an alien palagi, parang every damn time na itatry ko magbond with peers, co-workmate or friends it is really hard,

Physically, pataba na ko ng pataba although I don't eat much. I also lie awake at night researching how to improve this life, executing it for a while pero wala.

Romantically, I have this new girlfriend na treats me well naman pero I feel like she doesn't really know me, even I try to explain sa kanya lahat.

I feel lost at this day and age