Shame

The shame, guilt and impending doom in the morning is shit. when i lay down to die I want to feel peace knowing I looked myself in the eye the latter portion of my life. i really hate the access to dopamine and info and images that this world has created. it has made everything so much easier and more difficult at the same. completely disrupting the natural order. sorry aboit the sad boy post. im actually an upbeat guy despite my inner shame. ive become functioning but i really want the universe in my favor once i prove i hsve control of my sexual impulses it hopefully will happen.