Am I an addict ? Married guy 👦

Most of 20's most girls avoided me. I couldn't get any girls and my self confidence was way low. After my 28 I moved to kochi and installed bumble. Starting was slow. I get matches but couldn't get to sleep or date. But learned slowly and improved. Finally I got my first date we went on cafe date she was nice and good chat. Both of us agreed we both wanted casual fling. Second date was in my bedroom (if you know tou know). She showed me heaven i enjoyed a lot. But couldn't get my 🍆hard, may be because of too much excitement. She was all cool and we agreed for next date. This time It went well.

After a few dates, i found Second girl same scenario on. Only casual no commitments. We went for a movie date, later dropped her at room. She invited to her room, yes we had hooked up

This went well and my bedrooms skills were improving, timing improved, kissing improvised, girls felt very loving caring. After the deed they would ask me how'd you do that where do you learn that... They began call me.

Then eventually I got marraige proposal from family and I tried to dodge it but eventually they got me married. After marraige she went to UAE and we started long distance relationship. As a man, at first it was okay. But eventually I needed more physical attention.

Then installed bumble again just to see what all changed. Surprise I got match. I openly told that I'm married my wife works abroad, blah blah.. to my Surprise she was married too her husband cheats her with another women so she wants to do the same. So we went for a date. Damn it was phenomenal, went for 2 rounds still we were kissing hugging gropping. We both were gasping for air. She's asking for a second date and went again this time It was even better.

I uploaded few more photos and got even more dates. Same story and feel much happy, satisfied energetic. My workout feels better at gym. All the positives. And I can't stop.

At first i had guilt, now I don't feel much. All want is to go on dates amd make my date happy