Should I (26F) be trying matrimonial apps with this background?

Well i (26F) never exactly had a long term relationship, i genuinely want to get married but I don't know if I should try arranged marriage apps...that being said I'm not desperate for getting married but I would want to in near future

My parents won't find me a guy and i don't find them to find given how toxic they have been and gave me trauma and mental health issues which I worked on and I'm genuinely doing better in life and i have healed a great deal

But my mom and dad are separated long back...dad is emotionally absent...mom married a p*do who tried to touch me inappropriately when I was a child many times and my mom knows this and still chose him over me ...and my dad is best friends with this guy now...

With this messed up past I dunno if I would ever find a match in matrimonial set up

In present however I am working and i earn really well...live alone...have a great friend circle career and a set of hobbies...

However I dunno if I try matrimonial apps almost everyone will be scared of my past mess and think I'm baggage or something? How would men on those platforms perceive this