Next steps 2

Kim's son really did a number on her.

She walked in Tuesday and broke down. I held her for a while and we talked. Apparently when we'd last had sex and I was behind her, it set something off.

Her son always covered her face so he couldn't see it or they'd do doggy. When he essentially raped her the last time, it fucked with her head. I was ready to kick his ass but knew nothing could happen.

"I haven't felt so ugly and unattractive since his father treated me like that."

We ate dinner Tuesday and went to bed. I held her as she cried more and finally fell asleep.

Yesterday was a grind at work. Kim asked to stay longer and I said yes. She seemed in better spirits and was actually smiling. Dinner and some wine and she was ready for bed. I figured it would be another night just holding her.

I stripped on my side of the bed. She watched.

"I do love this body," she said touching my chest. "Can you make love to me Nicholas. I need to snap out of this."

I went slow. Kissing her and rubbing her clit before moving down to lick her. Two fingers in and she bucked and tightened, cumming with tears in her eyes.

She cried some more, holding me and apologizing. She stroked me and told me she wanted me inside her.

On top, it felt closer to what it was before. Her eyes dark, I pumped and did my best not to call her mom when I got close.

"Cum for me Nicholas... Please.."

I finished with a deep thrust, pressing in and enjoying her soft moans with each rope. We passed out and I actually slept well. She's still sleeping and will likely be here for the day.

I don't know where things are with her. She's dealing with a lot of shit. But it feels like the old connection is returning. Hopefully doggy will be back on the table at some point.

Time for coffee and nicotine. Have a good one everyone