I really want to travel

Hi, I’m just a girl (22) who has dreams, like MANY dreams - be an comics artist, earn a lot, eat delicious food and travel. You’ll say, there’s nothing impossible, everything is reachable, but the only culprit of my thoughts - jealousy, which I had from kindergarten.

About traveling: First I’m from West Asia, Caucasian region, which has many visa unallowances with bunch of countries, for example Schengen countries, UK and US. So, here’s two issues:

1. Visas:

It’s super hard to get as they demand from me a huge cash flow, probably owning, which is currently impossible for me as a rookie in my career. The only easy way is exchange programs but the NGOs are playing dirty with people who really want to get that opportunity.

2. Finances:

As I mentioned, for getting visa I need to have a good cash flow (more than 1000$) and property (car, a house) for an ordinary 1-week long visa to Europe. What about another counties without visa requirements are super expensive.

With all this, then I see my friends and relatives travel often, makes me a purple jealous. I don’t know how to keep it in myself, I want it super bad