Guys be honest....has anyone actually got a job without connections?

23f.

Literally everyone I know found a path into corporate through a connection.

As someone with no connections, I might be cooked. lmao.

I'm the first in my family to do literally anything. I was just thrown into the world and had to figure shit out myself. I'm genuinely exhausted. I have so much resentment towards my parents for being incompetent.

Like should I even bother with life.

Being in stem sucks as well, because we literally be competing with the entire faculty for one position. All of the stress from the past is stacking up fast and I'm kind of no longer interested in even living. Not in a depressive way. Like it's just constant suffering OVER AND OVER AND OVER. And I'm kinda done now.