Almost dyed, felt nothing.

pata hai aaj kya hua, While driving scooter, i stopped in front of bus lane trying to make a u turn but there was no chance because opposite lane was flowing with traffic, a bus was coming and it had literally nowhere else to go to avoid me, i processed the situation quite fast and i understood what was going to happen still i didnt panic or react, i had no option too but what surprised me later was that i didnt get scared or anything like that at all, life isnt going well and i had little bit 👤🔫 thoughts as well but ofc im not that depressed or mentally unstable rn to do it, ive gad close calls before while riding but always i had a reaction and a “phew” moment but this time it was nothing, just “whatever”.