36m i want the wettest pussy for this fantasy

I don’t know why I can’t get this out of my head but I so desperately want to see a woman enjoy her own juices in front of me. Be it through pictures or videos or actually in person…. It’s just been driving me crazy lately. Next step would be sucking it off of me but I want to see her get her fingers wet inside herself and suck, slurp, and otherwise drink her own pussy.

Am I alone in this? lol